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I wanna thank Elayne_Hawke for helping me with rewrites. with her help, I have become a lot better.
I also like to thank my editor as well, TheGoofyproofyreader.
Lizzy Continued
That night was truly the worst I believe I have ever experienced. All three of us ladies stayed up to watch Sam, worried he would do something to himself. We sit in the living room, all night talking, wondering if Sam is going to be ok, neither of us truly understanding what he has gone through.
I walk into the master bedroom hearing him cry and see Sam huddled in a fetal position on the bed. I walk over and lay down with him, tears of my own coming down my face as I feel his pain and heartache. He has been so strong through all this, now to see him suffer. As I get under the covers, I feel his hand reach out quickly and grab me, pulling me to him. Wrapping an arm around his head, and my other around his body, I pull him tighter to me while he cries on my shoulder. I can almost feel his pain and heartache.
My thoughts go towards Alison and how she has destroyed a great man. Asking myself how can a woman do this to a man. Then again, I ask myself how can a man do it to us women as well. It makes me wonder how Maja and I haven’t reacted so strongly already. Will we collapse like Sam? Is our anger holding back the pain and humiliation?
With so many questions going through my mind, I failed to notice Maja and Mikah come in. I look over at both of them but can barely make out anything through my own tears. After Mikah guides Maja to lay down beside Sam, Mikah comes over and cuddles up to hold me. I look over at both of them and smile, knowing they are here to help us both.
All of us settle and get comfortable with Sam, I know we are all sending our love and hearts to him. After a few seconds, I hear Maja also crying, I fear she still blames herself. It will take a bit before she understands it wasn’t her, it was that good for nothing husband of hers!
As I look over Sam’s shoulder, I can see Maja with her eyes closed, holding as tight as she can to Sam. I try to hold her hand, but she jerks it away and grabs hold of Sam even tighter. I think to myself, this is not going to be good! I look over my shoulder at Mikah, and see she saw it as well. She gives me a worried look. We’re both thinking the same thing. I just hope we can figure something out before Sam sees it. I lay my head on the pillow and feel Mikah do the same, as she cuddles up with me, and we all fall asleep to Sam and Maja’s soft crying.
Sam Wakes up. His perspective.
As I awaken, I feel warmth from behind and in front of me and wonder where these soft bodies came from. Last I remember, I had left the gym to go get clothes from my house, and I can’t remember what happened after that. I look around the room, not recognizing where I am at, as light from outside shows me the entire room clearly. I look to my left and see Lizzy laying there with her arm around me and her beautiful face close to mine, when did she get here? Looking to my right, I see Maja laying against me, holding me tightly, almost uncomfortably tight. Feeling Lizzy shift a bit, I look back at her and see she is still asleep, I can see Mikah is on the other side of Lizzy, asleep as well. I wonder when this happened. Laying my head back on the pillow, I try to remember but end up coming up blank.
I need to get up as the bathroom is starting to call to me. As I shift, Maja tightens her hold on me. I lean over and whisper in her ear that I need to get up, which wakes her up fully, giving me a frightened look, that look concerns me and makes me wonder if I did anything last night to hurt them.
She slides off the bed easily so as not to wake the others, as do I. I start heading for the door trying to look for a bathroom, however, I guess I go for the wrong door, as Maja starts guiding me towards the other door. It’s an En Suite. When I walk into the bathroom, Maja starts turning around, but I wrap my arm around her waist and drag her in with me while my hand covers her mouth for a few seconds. I smile and wink at her to let her know it’s ok. I bring her in for a long, deep kiss while wrapping my arms around her waist. I pick her up and set her on the counter, I sink my tongue into her waiting mouth and explore, looking for her tongue to play with. After a few minutes of tongue wrestling, my hands slide down her side till I find the bottom of her shirt and slide my hands inside. Feeling her silky smooth skin, I gently caress every inch as I work my way back up bringing her shirt with me. I feel the bottom of her tits brush against my hands and I feel her jump a little. I break off the kiss and look into her eyes.
“It’s ok, If you don’t want me to, I won’t pressure you.” I want to let her know that I want her, but won’t make her uncomfortable. I’m still not sure where I sit with her yet due to Frank.
I can see tears coming back into her eyes. “Sam, I’d love to, I just don’t know how you can want me güvenilir bahis after what I put you through! I feel so ashamed, so…so… OH! I DON’T KNOW!! This is all so fucked up!!” She breaks down and starts crying on my shoulder. I wrap my arms around her and pull her towards me. My own needs are now forgotten in the face of the pain I can feel from her.
I lean down close to her ear and whisper to her. “Maja, my sweet lady. You are not to blame, and I cannot nor will not, blame you for anything your husband did. My wife and Frank are two different people who made the decision to fuck around on us and ruin what they had. They made that decision to hurt us. You didn’t. Look at me, my lovely lady.” I place my finger under her chin and gently lift it up, letting her know that I want to see her eyes.
She looks at me. ‘Such pain, such anger and fear’ I think to myself. I lean down and kiss her, deeply, lovingly. Caressing her face in my hands while we kiss. As I break the kiss, I look her in the eyes and tell her this. “Sweet lady, I will NEVER blame you for the actions of someone else. You had no idea they were fucking around on us. Why blame yourself when you were hurt just as bad? Please, remember this. I will never look at you, or feel different towards you, based on what THEY did to us. Let’s make a promise to each other. No matter what happens, we work together to make them pay for what they did to us, by living our own lives, having a family, being happy together and successful. Can you do that, my Lady?”
She nods to my question, but I don’t let it go at that. “My Lady, I need an answer, can you do that? For us?”
I see that beautiful smile finally show up as she says yes. After that, my bladder is now screaming at me. As I walk towards the toilet, I hear her jump down and walk to me. I look at her as she smiles and pulls my shorts down. “When did I get into shorts?” I ask her.
I can feel her push up against me and whisper, “when we found you at your house, you were barely conscious, we believe you had an emotional breakdown. We brought you home and stripped you and when Lizzy got back after getting some clothes and other stuff you might need, we put some shorts on you, even though Mikah and I wanted to keep you naked.” She giggles as she also admits to wanting me naked. I smile as this is the first in months that I felt wanted, and sexualized. I love the feeling of it.
While we were talking, she had opened the toilet and held my semi-hard dick, trying to aim it correctly as I took my morning leak. It took her 3 tries to get the aim right, leaving a small mess on the floor. “How do you men do this!? I never thought it would be this hard to take a piss!”
I laugh and tell her. “Well, it’s easier when you’re looking straight down and not drunk either. Plus, it does have some drawbacks, but I heard the straw has a lot of perks for women,” I chuckled as I laugh at my own joke.
She looks at me with a confused expression. “Straw? Don’t think I’ve ever heard it called that before. Though I do love sucking a nice cock once in a while, I guess you could call it a straw!” She starts laughing as well, and we see the bathroom door open and two surprised ladies looking at us from the doorway.
I look at Maja then back at the two women in the doorway and start to chuckle. “Maja is learning how to handle the straw. Anyone else want to learn?” I ask both of them to break the ice.
I hear them chuckle and Maja outright laughs, stating, “it’s HARDER than it looks!” I laugh at her joke, feeling better that she is now getting more comfortable.
Lizzy shakes her head while laughing and walks away while Mikah walks into the bathroom, kisses Maja on the cheek and hugs her, then walks out. Maja is shocked, and I look at her and nod. “She is worried about you. We can all see the pain and fear in your eyes. We worry about you, we want you to be happy. Our situation is fucked up, I agree, but we also have a new life, one we can be happy in. We just have to let it!” I smile at her while giving her a hug. Leaning down, I give her a kiss on the top of her head while she washes her hands.
We both finish and since I have no idea of the layout of the house, Maja guides me downstairs into the living room. Seeing no one there, we walk into the dining room and see everyone sitting down at the table. I move to take one of the side chairs and Lizzy points to the head chair. I give her a quizzical eyebrow raise, and she just points to it again. “Sam, that is your chair. Don’t argue with me on this, since you’ll be arguing with all 3 of us. We ladies have talked and since you’re the man of the house, your chair is the lead chair. We are your women, your Ladies, and we will sit however and wherever you want us to sit. In whatever order you want us to sit.”
I look at the table and think back to my infrequent European trips. I motion for Maja to sit at the other end. Then look at Mikah and tell her to sit on my right yasal bahis siteleri and Lizzy at my left. I see Mikah and Maja smile, and Lizzy looks at me curiously. “Is there a problem Lizzy?”
Lizzy looks at me and I can tell she is thinking. I sit down and watch the other ladies in half sitting positions watching us. They can tell something important is about to happen. “Sam, I know I asked you to choose, I was just surprised how you arranged everyone.” At this I raised one eyebrow. “I think it’s interesting, can I ask, why did you sit us the way you wanted?”
“When I was in Europe the very few times I was needed, I happened to watch how people were sitting or seated around their table. The host would be sitting at the head of the table seeing as he was the head man of the house. The wife would be at the other end of the table, so each could watch everyone else, be involved in the conversations, and monitor the servants or staff in their duties. Any honored guest or additional family members would be sitting on either side of the man of house. So any conversation can be heard by everyone. However, since our relationship is unique. I hadn’t really started to think how we would sit or whatever. It was more about keeping our relationship and our business going and keeping us in harmony.” I sighed, as I knew this wasn’t going to be easy to say or hear. Nonetheless it has to be said. “I know you ladies talk, and I did read a bit about a poly relationship and how it can work versus how it fails. Unfortunately, there are MANY more ways for it to fail than succeed and I want us to be in the Successful category.”
I look around at their faces, Maja and Mikah are both still in the half sitting positions while Lizzy and I are fully seated. Looking down at the table, I take a few moments to think, as I motion for them to sit down. “Lizzy? Mikah? Maja? I want you three to know, I want all three of you. Am I falling in love with you three? Yes. I’m still not sure what happened last night, not fully anyway, but Maja explained a little about it.”
I look at Mikah, choosing her to be my first to talk to as she has been with me longer and knows me more than any other. Apparently more than my dear slut of a wife! “Mikah? I have known you for almost 10 years now, and yes, While I was at the gym, I had time to think, and of the three, I think I love you because you have been with me through thick and thin and now this.” Mikah’s smile broadens at that statement.
As I gaze at Lizzy, I reflect on our limited conversations. “Despite the few opportunities we’ve had to chat, I have always been impressed by your intelligence and depth of knowledge. You have a compassionate and affectionate nature that draws me in whenever we’re together. I am eager to continue getting to know you and discovering more about who you are.” Lizzy responds with a smile and a nod, which warms my heart and makes me happy that she is receptive to my words. This is a positive beginning for us.
I look straight at Maja and give her the warmest smile I can produce. “Maja, my sweet Lady. You and I may not have talked much in the past. I would love to get to know you more as we explore this relationship we have started. We have more in common because of what was done to the both of us by our soon-to-be Ex’s. As with Lizzy,” I turn my head to include her in this statement as well. “I unfortunately haven’t had the pleasure to really talk and get to know you all that well. In fact, I think, out of all three of you, you and I have had the least interactions even before this mess. Now we find we are needing each other for not only strength but love and comfort. I NEED you as much as I NEED Lizzy and Mikah.” I run my hand over my face, not sure how this next statement will be taken. Drawing a deep breath, I continue. “Maja? What we did this morning in the bathroom was incredible. I enjoyed it so much, the closeness, the intimacy, the sexual energy we both shared. It was exhilarating! All three of you are equal in my eyes for beauty, intelligence, sexuality and above all, each of you are just plain DESIRABLE!”
I look at all three in turn, making sure I have their full attention. “We are stepping into something neither of us have done before. We will have to have plenty of trust in each other, with each other. We will need to have full open and honest communication with each other. I’m going to leave it to you ladies to determine how you want to operate. However, since you ladies want me to be the man of the house, I will get final say. I will make all three of you a promise though.” At this, I look at them all and see curiosity in their eyes. I swear I can see lust in Lizzy as well! “The promise I will make to all of you is this, I will ALWAYS listen to what you have to say, your opinions will always mean more to me than any others. I will never undermine what you have to say or your experiences. Please believe me when I tell you this, you will have more consideration kaçak bahis siteleri in my choices than you will ever believe. Your opinions mean more to me than anyone else’s as well. Ok? So please, ALWAYS come to me with problems, advice or just to talk. If you, however, feel you need to go to another female before coming to me, then please choose who is going to be who in the female hierarchy.”
“As for seating, this is how I want it to be from now on. I know you ladies were going to talk to Shanna, so if she decides to join us and I get approval from all of you, and it will HAVE TO BE unanimous, then we will rearrange seating. This doesn’t mean I value you less, it is just how I want us to be seated. Any issues?”
Looking around I see three women shake their heads. “Good. I’m glad to see you are all on board with this.” Looking at Lizzy next. “What time do we need to be at the office? Isn’t that today?”
“Anytime between ten and noon. I’ve already texted Paul and told him I need to see him between those times in the office. I told him there is paperwork needing to be signed, so I can get some things done. He still has no idea what is coming today! If we can get it going around ten, It’ll give us time to install you as the new CEO and get a little work done. The server will be with us, so I’m not sure if you and Maja want to go down to the warehouse and have Frank served together.” I look at Maja and nod my head, she nods as well. I smile, just having an evil thought. “Also we do have one problem.” We all looked at Lizzy, wondering who was getting hurt again. I look around, fearing the worse and wondering if I can take it. “Sam. I’m sorry. Alison won’t be served until she gets back on Friday. The attorney in NYC has been told they cannot serve out of state divorces, so we will have to wait until she returns, meaning she will be calling a dead phone and going to a wrecked house.”
I look at Lizzy, wrecked house? “What happened to the house? How did it get wrecked? Wait? What happened to my phone? I don’t remember seeing it anywhere, is it in the car?” I’m confused, I don’t remember any damage to the house. Nor do I remember my phone being destroyed. I look at everyone and see pain as well as sympathy shining through tear filled eyes.
Mikah looks my way and gets my attention. I’m not sure what’s going on. “Sam, we aren’t sure what happened or when. We went and looked for you when it got close to seven last night. We got worried when you didn’t call us or come home. We went to the diner first then to your house. When we got there, we saw your car but no lights were on, the front door was unlocked. It truly scared us. I know I nearly had a heart attack. All of us went upstairs, since I knew the house better and saw a hole with a long crack running half the length of the door to the master bedroom. When we heard Lizzy gasp, we turned around and saw the nursery door was open. I’m sorry Sam, the crib was destroyed!”
I can barely see, everything is watery and beyond blurry, as I sit in the chair, and the memories of last night come rushing in. I remember walking towards the master bedroom door after destroying the crib and my phone. Remembering what I saw the day my life ended. I remember opening the door and seeing the cum stains on the sheets. Memories of that night of her passion with another guy. Then heading out back, taking the beer with me and then nothing.
I feel anger and hate rising, all the dreams and hopes we had, now all gone. As I’m reliving it all over again, this time I can see myself doing all that I did last night at the house. As my anger grows, I also get angry at myself at losing control of my emotions. Alison doesn’t deserve this anger and pain, I tell myself.
I look up and see my Ladies hovering over me, crying with pain filled eyes. They, too, are reliving the night, I can see that in their eyes. I look at my hands, no ring? Now I remember! I left it at the house. I think I threw it, not sure anymore. Honestly I don’t care either.
I look at them, mother hens! I can’t help but ask what I did to make them be so enamored with me. I stand up and hug each one of them tightly. Looking down at them, “I’ll be fine. It’s not so bad this time. I need to start showing more control. Alison isn’t worth all this pain and all these tears.” I look at Maja, “neither is Frank, he isn’t worth it anymore.” Looking at Lizzy, “Lizzy, I know you have your pain for Paul and his punishment. But, I don’t want any of us to feel sorry, pain or anger towards them anymore. None of them is worth this. We will move on, we will find love in each other, and we will build OUR dreams together. Like I told Maja this morning, we will have an entire house full of screaming and yelling children that we will love forever. We will have friends, family, and we will be laughing and enjoying life to its fullest. I don’t know about you three, but I’m done feeling sad for myself and letting these cheaters continue to harm us!”
As I look around, I notice Lizzy pull out a box, small and black. She smiles at me. “Sam, that is your new phone. It is an older one, but I called my provider and had it reactivated with a new number and in your name. With your old phone destroyed you need a new one and this will do until you get one.”
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